Can I just say I hate today??? Today must be an emotional detox day for me or something. I am irritable and sad. S is making something that smells yummy. He said he was going to make dumplings earlier. I love dumplings. I actually did cry a bit. I am hating life. I feel so deprived and left out. I hate that. And I am totally doing it to myself, so WTF!! I am also freezing. We got some Epsom Salts and I am trying to convince myself that I should get up and clean the tub and take a bath and I will feel a bunch better, but I am so cold I am having a hard time convincing myself. Part of me just wants to go to bed for the rest of the weekend and sleep, but I don't want to leave S all by himself. It would be selfish because he wants to spend time with me even if I am feeling like a total bitch.
Ugh, I am so sick of this!!! I hate detox days, I really do. Sure, I am a big freakin' baby.
About Me
- Veronica
- I have finally made the decision on what I want to be when I grow up. I want to help people get their lives on healthy tracks. So I have to do it for myself first. This is my journey.
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